i'm so sad n hurt..hurt deeply by the person who i reagrded as my best fren..i tell her everything..but it is till now,that i have seen her real personality n realli cold side..this is the first time i noe wat is she thinking n how she feels bout me..she finally said it all..she didnt say it coz she didnt wan to hurt me but..she said it..it hurts a lot..more than being rejected by someone..u noe tt feeling?i noe u dun..u cant understand..she means a lot to me..everything she says affects me..i didnt noe she hate me so much...am i so irritating?i always make ppl feel irritated?i dun noe..i onli noe i lost myself..my soul..my heart..i would rather she say whatever she is unhappy with me..i can change..becoz of her..for the sake of her..

-18!-
-21 april-
-jurong junior college-
-chinese orchestra,RUAN! -
-RUMAO QUEENS- (the FHCO ruan grp)
-aquarium(pi,bee,shan,joo,pris,me)
-loves pink
-loves zaizai.and EDWARD.and many many more.:D
-loves pearl milk tea
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