just after i came back..one day onli..so many things happened..i am so confused now..thousands n thousands of thoughts rushing through my mind now..i am so helpless..i can onli cry to myself..i need sumone to tok to..to share my troubles..but there is no one i can turn to...my own family is giving me nth but troubles..instead of encouraging me she is just making me more n more fragile..instead my giving my confidence she is just making me lose hope n confidence..it's not tt i dun wan to be more positive..i am trying beri hard..but i am so tired...i am just forcing myself..i am not like tt..i noe it..it's hard to be positive..i am trying my best..n when i am finally going to be...my hopes are smashed again..just go ahead n say i am stupid..i admit tt i am..but there is nth i can do..i am really really useless..i just wanna help n always make things worst..i am nth but a person who creates trouble...yue bang yue mang.....go china..so happy..cum back everything's back to normal...ah di is leaving energy...many many things happen..i admit tt i can nv be as emotional as bee suan n sipei they all..all the energy n ah di fans all over the world..but i just feel sad...pity....
*自卑的女孩字*

-18!-
-21 april-
-jurong junior college-
-chinese orchestra,RUAN! -
-RUMAO QUEENS- (the FHCO ruan grp)
-aquarium(pi,bee,shan,joo,pris,me)
-loves pink
-loves zaizai.and EDWARD.and many many more.:D
-loves pearl milk tea
------------------------ -Sijia LOVES Sipei