Thursday, October 06, 2005
是你让我活在梦幻里
today was..i dunno how to say lah.suddenly so many things happened in one day.i dun wanna scold anyone.i dun wanna side anyone.coz i really dun wan to.but if i need to choose i will of coz choose my fren's side.but.both sides r my frens.to tell the truth.yes.i regard them as my frens.but do they?i dunno.they may be toking behind my back.xiao li chang dao.this is well said.u will nv noe wat tt person's up to.nv ever trust a person so easily.tt's wat i hav learnt after watching the show jin zhi yu nie.yup it's a great show.it's nice n it taught me so many things.even sipei said i hav grown up.i wished i had.earlier.it took me so long to realise tt if u r weak or kind u will nv be able to survive. ren shan bei ren qi. another nice phrase.but who will ever be strong?everyone appears to be strong.but i believe tt they r crying inside.their heart is crying.but wat can u do?u just hav to act as if u r so strong n n will nv be knocked down.once u show tt u r weak they will just make use of the gd chance.
y cant we just live in peace.2D-it is supposed to be a class tt is united.not shattered in pieces.like in diff gangs n grps.we do not hav class spirit.how r we supposed to hav when we r like this?fighting among ourselves?y dun we ever think of ppl around us?how they feel?y cant we be considerate.loving.peacemakers?like wat siru wans to be.haha but unfortunately i dun think she can be.we only hav troublemakers.is ur life tt boring tt u hav to make ppl's life difficult?does it satisfy u so much?y gd does it give u?wat do u get in the end?the result will only be one-both sides get hurt.y make ourselves so tired?we are friends!FRIENDS!even if we cant be friends, we can be classmates.together as a class.not tt we dun wan.it does not depend on one person.
ok this is a damn long post.i am long winded but i hav to say wat i wan to say.i am sick of all this k.tired of arguements.tired of having a 'u r u' n 'i am i' thing.we should not hav a boundary within us.pls.i dun wish to lose any of my frens.i treasure every single one of my frens.i dun wan to see us like this.to an extreme where we hav to calculate so clearly.n tt we r no longer frens.u decide which side u r on n tt's it.I AM IN THE MIDDLE OK.i hav no say in this.i dont wan to.
