Sunday, January 22, 2006
是你让我活在梦幻里
how can u do this to me.u dun even care bout my feelings.u dun understand wat i wan.U MAKE ME SO DISAPPOINTED.
im sorry im being quite emotional.just ignore tt n dun ever ask me who's tt n wat happened.coz i dun wanna say.yesterday nite's performance.it's terrible.i dunno wat happened but..sumthing just went wrong.we didnt do tt badly during the rehearsal.it got worse throughout the concert.it was ok at first.anyway feeling quite down after the concert.first it's becoz i noe tt concert wasnt gd.n second it's sum personal emotions.feeling horrible.feeling terrible.feel like crying.y is this so i dunno.
mr phor spoiled our mood loh.we were so high before the performance.we were supposed to relax isnt it?n we R relaxing n he's telling us dun play a fool?he wans us to be nervous mah?n we were.see lah.see wat's the result.pressure us rite.dun let us go off for break?u hav to do so many things within one hr.crazy..dun even care bout us.just care bout wanting everything to be so perfect.to be wat he wants.it's our concert.not his.
the a maths quiz..die le loh.we did 2 times coz mrs you was beri angry she said we gave her rubbish despite the fact tt we could refer to our notebk n textbk.then we had a retest,exactly the same questions.n she said if we give her rubbish again then we r dead.n we arent suppose to fail the test.but i noe i will.coz i couldnt even finish.im dead.surely fail a maths de.hopeless le..haiz..it's so terrible.n difficult.feel like giving up n crying sometimes.
