Friday, March 09, 2007
是你让我活在梦幻里
YAY! WOOHOO.
IT'S 2 DAYS OF PEACE.my bro went for this P5 camp!!wahaha.
let me enjoy this 2 short bt sweet days. :)
some happy n sad things.im sry it's a long post!
first, here r the rest of my results:
physics- 35.5/50
social studies- 14/25
e math- 31/50
i passed my social studies and e math.omg tt must be the most satisfying results i got for my common test.
mm.another happy thing.
he received my birthday wish!!:D tt must be the happiest thing to me.
though it's over~ 对你无限的祝福，衷心的希望你幸福。你快乐，我就满足了。 ^^
happy birthday!!
(i wont say who is he.:D)
another big news(for me and CO)!
our SYF is on 3rd april! which is like.
less than a month?!
im super stressed nw oready.
i haven memorised my scores completely!
n other schs r gg to watch us coz we among the last few teams.omg.
it's going to b sooo scary.
it's my FIRST SYF in sec sch!n with CO!
i really hope we can get gold.
coz if we dun...
unhappy things:
some things happened recently.
huishan is angry with i dunno wat n who.
she's ignoring pei,joo n bee.
bt she still toks to me.
i really dunno y.
she just suddenly became so angry tt day.n she had been ignoring us the whole day.)including me)
then this morning she said hi to me.i was shocked.
bt i found out tt she's still ignoring them.
i hardly see huishan so angry for such a long time.
she doesnt wan to tell us wat's wrong.so we dunno wat to do.
n they dun wanna appologise if they dunno wat they did wrongly.
everybody's quite upset bout this thing.
i think we r all quite hurt.
is our friendship tt fragile?
can friendship really last?
i dunno.
i used to believe or rather chose to believe tt there is such a thing call everlasting friendship.
bt nw im nt sure.
i had experiences of friends leaving me before.
recalling nw,i think the reason for us ending up nt being friends was stupid.
and childish.
i think,friends shld accept each other isnt it?
we each hv our own characters.
we cant expect everyone to be as perfect n wonderful.
we cant expect our frens to hv characters tt we like.
bt we must learn hw to accept,and help each other improve n change isnt it?
learn to accept who ppl are.
n i think,if u r nt willing to change urself to be a better person for anyone,or urself,then nobody can help u.
i hope things just get better.
i dun wanna see any of us ending up like strangers in the end.
i believe,everlasting friendship is possible if every one of us work towards it,n constantly improving it.
if u dun even wanna do anything to help the friendship last,of coz it wont last.
and trust me.being the middle person is the worst thing.
it's like being torn apart into 2,nt noeing where i belong,or where is my stand.
pls,pls let things just go back to normal.
eh ok.i think i shld change the mood a little.haha.
too much of serious matters.
i hv decided,tt i wanna learn driving the moment i turn 18!:D
i wanna own my own car.:D hehe.
and.i wanna go K BOX! i wanna sing!
