Wednesday, April 11, 2007
是你让我活在梦幻里
i feeling rather emotional these few days.
just tt i du show it to ppl.
i dunno exactly y or wat im sad about.
it's 10 more days to my bday bt i dun feel like it's coming at all.
of coz i feel excited bout it.
bt it seem useless to b excited bout it.
nobody except me is looking forward to it.
i feel somehw neglected,i just cant explain wat im feeling nw.
i noe sipei's bday is before mine.
ours is just 5 days apart.
we ought to be planning for sipei's bday first n stuff,
looking forward to hers first n so on.
i dun understand hw sipei can take it so easily..
she seems to see bdays as a perfectly normal thing tt dun hv to celebrated..
which really makes me admire her.
she is fine with a simple celebration with her family,n other than tt she thinks tt other celebrations are nt neccessary.
on the other hand,
i hd been thinking bout my bday since some time ago.
i was already thinking wat i wan frm my parents,
where go to,wat to do..
bt nw it seems tt even if i had everything planned,it's no use.
it's as if im celebrating myself.
i just think,it's the last yr of secondary sch life,so we shld treasure this yr n do something special on our bdays with our frens.
i dunno wat they r thinking..
i felt hurt when bee said bout the bday present i gave her last yr.
when joo asked bout wat i wanna do on my bday(finally someone asked),
bee said she shld ask sipei first.
yea,of coz,sipei's bday comes first.
since no one's interested bout it,
y shld i b so excited bout it?
this yr i hv no idea wat i wanna do.seriously.
of coz i think a simple meal or just hanging out together would b enough.
im hv no mood to study still,
ever since after the SYF.
i hv n interest in studying or listening to lessons.
nth gets into my head.
the next batch of leaders of CO hd been selected.
which means,it's really time for us to pass down our duties to them.
we hv retired!omg.
i hope the next batch of leaders will continue to kp the CO doing well
and all the best!
it's ur turn to endure mdm khor!wahaha,(gd luck yvonne)
i oso hope the alumni thingee can really be successful
(yea bee,we r counting on you!:D)
so alumnis can cum back together n contibute to the CO even after we graduate.
it oso serves as gatherings for us,so we can kp in touch.:)
if we really come back,mdm oen will hv nth to say.
coz,we did our part.
she cant blame on us.
