Tuesday, April 03, 2007
是你让我活在梦幻里
it's over.
everything is over.
SYF,our CO life in fuhua.
today is our last (it's oso my first) SYF,n oso the last performance for the sec 4s.
we got silver.
i guess all of coz are disappointed.
bt we did our best.
i had no idea today would b our last day in CO.
i didnt prepare anything for my sweet juniors and dear rumao queens.
our juniors prepared things for us.
which made me wanna cry,nt becoz we nv get silver.
bt becoz of them.
im really really touched by them.
i love you all, rumao queens.
hope we stay as one forever.
there r so many things i can bear to leave.
the wonderful FHCO.
the funny yet strict conductor.
the rumao queens.
the juniors.
and most importantly,my RUAN!
i really really dunno wat am i gg to do without it.
can i steal it home?it's been with me for..2 yrs?
it's such a gd ruan.
it contains all my hard work,sweat n effort.
it's always been with me throughout these yrs,
accompanied me during every small n big event,
performances,practices,SYF.
it's our pride n joy.
frm today onwards we hv to return it to the sch,n it dun belong to us anymore.
it will be passed on the future juniors,then on n on.
generations n generations it had been passed down..
it may nt be the most expensive n best ruan,
bt in my heart its the best.
we r oso going to return our costumes.
for 4 yrs i hd been going to CO practices.
frm the first yr when i didnt really hd the passion for CO,
till the last 3 yrs after i met the wonderful seniors,
who motivated the whole ruan grp n moved us greatly.
they influenced us alot,making us love CO.
the passion grew.
nw it's really hard to believe tt,
we r nt going for practices anymore.
combine and sectional.
each n every session had been memorable,fun,enjoyable.
today when the result was announced obviously i felt really sad n disappointed.
bt i hd no tears to cry at all.
i dunno y.
bt somehw the news wasnt shocking.
though we were all expecting a gold,or i shld say hoping for.
i guess lao zhou will be disappoined too,n the teachers who put in so much effort on us,esp yang lao shi(i guess she's the most useful tcher in charge)
all of them had high hopes on us.
i think it's a pity we didnt get gold,bt there's nth we can do.
it's already overmdm oen said it was OUR fault,the sec 4s n the alumnis fault tt we get silver.
wtf.
she say we nv teach our juniors enough,the alumnis nv cum back n teach.
we didnt do enough.
so damn pissed off by her,n yet i guess most of us r used to it.
coz she's mdm oen.
who do u expect?
u get the results she wan she praise u,u dun get she blames u.
'watever results u get doesnt matter,coz u all worked hard n tried ur best,the most important thing is u learnt a skill.'
tt was wat she said before our SYF.
see the diff?
for the sake of our dear CO,our juniors,rumao queens n lao zhou.
i will go back.(after o levels or after i graduate)
bt nt for her,nt for the sch.
once again,thanks my juniors.
u all r the greatest bunch of juniors i ever had.
thanks for everything.
nw tt we r leaving it's up to u all to continue our efforts,
infleunce the juniors,
lead them,teach them,guide them.
the friendship we had made through CO is precious.
may it last,n i guess we will nv forget this experience.
jia you.
RUMAO QUEENS ALWAYS.<3
