Thursday, December 06, 2007
是你让我活在梦幻里
hello i'm here again.
pei is very kind,she's doing a purely-my-own zaizai blog for me!
OMG.
can't wait to change my blogskin.
i'm sry hankyung it's nt that i don't like you,
but you know,after facing the same person for so long you will get tired.
and,
zaizai's still my number one.always and always.
i'm home alone these few days since tues till today.
my parents and bro went malaysia and i said i don't wanna go.
i really appreciate some time of my own now and then.
cos,both my parents are not working and they are home all day.
sometimes i really hope for some personal space.
to scream,to shout,to sing,to do whatever i want.
i'm a really weird person.
i don't like to go out but i miss my friends when i'm at home.
which means i have to go out to see them.
i don't like to go out,to go to places that are crowded(esp the sale period),but i love shopping.
as in,i have LOTS of stuff i want but i'm lazy to go out to look for them.
and i keep feeling that this holiday is not enough since it's ending soon.
but when i keep staying at home and all the other ppl around me are either busy with their own stuff,or working,
i start to think should i do something instead of just slacking like that?
it's not that i don't wanna work or i don't like to work.
it's just that i'm afraid.that's all.
i'm afraid of going out there to face all sorts of people i don't know.
i'm afraid of speaking out loud.
all the other ppl are doing something meaningful.
gor very kindly accompanied me for lunch yesterday and helped me to repair my stupid com.
had been really troubled because of the stupid virus that i just got a few days ago.
on msn.
i learnt a lesson: don't trust people too easily.-.-
i don't know anything bout com so i hv no idea what to do.
i tried to scan my com that day and uninstalled msn.
but the trendmicro told me they can't delete the virus.
i'm like,oh no what am i supposed to do.
so i asked gor to help me.
and omg he's great!
he got rid of the virus.
BUT.
when we thought everything was ok and reinstalled msn.
i signed in and a few mins later it started sending that stupid virus to all the contacts online again.
really exasperated.
ARGH.
so i'm not going to touch msn on that com anymore.
i will use my laptop.
a really big sorry to those ppl i sent the virus to.
i hope u guys didn't accept.
