Thursday, January 31, 2008
是你让我活在梦幻里
i poned sch again yesterday!
i realised that once u pon once,u will start to pon a lot more times.:D
it's not a gd thing,but staying at home is heaven. :)
i'm starting to regret my choice already.
the problem with me is that i always can't decide.
and when i HAVE to decide i will let my heart decide rather than my head.
which means that i will end up regretting my decision most of the time.
cos i decide based on that moment only.whatever i feel like at that moment,i do.
i don't think of the consequences and blah blah.
-.-
anyway the main reason i chose jjc is because of FRIENDS.
but now i realised quite a lot of ppl i know are staying in pjc.
i thought of the advantages and gd things bout pjc.and there are quite a few!
it's near my house,the sch environment is nice(nice and colourful and new sch building,nice facilities),nice people,seniors,teachers(most),cute seniors(guys),good acadamic results(the students do really well in A levels),nice uniform,fun.
see. so WHY did i choose jjc?-.-
i'm so irrational.
oh and i think pjc ppl are against the idea of going jjc.
and after i said i was going jjc when i was asked whether or not i'm staying in pjc.
they give me the -.- look.
like jjc?er okay.
the PW teacher's reaction was WHY?
and esp when i'm going in to jjc with 12(8) points,and i stay in BP.-.-
they must be like wth?
i think i'm the 'gong di' 公敌 now.lol.
feel so bad and guilty.
ah well,since i have chosen i have chosen.no turning back.:)
maybe i should say. pjc,我们有缘无份
