Friday, January 25, 2008
是你让我活在梦幻里
argh i really dunno what jc to choose.
and i have to make a decision by next monday.
my mama wants me to go ACJC or catholic.
but i really think i don't suit those schools.
i think i won't be happy in there cos i don't fit in?
on the other hand i really really like PJC.
but 8 points going into pioneer is crazy.
cos i got 12 and i can minus 4 bonus points.
i will miss pjc,really.
it's been a really nice experience during the short period of time in there.
so in conclusion i'm most probably going into jjc.
actually i'm really happy with my results.
but 12 is not really gd cos it's like neither good nor bad.
neither up nor down.
so it's really hard to choose the schools.
even if i got into the good schools,i will be among the bottom few.
which is,demoralising.
and although i myself think that 12 for me is really good.
cos up till now i still can't believe.
i thought my parents should feel happy for me too.or feel proud.
but no.
cos im still in a cold war with my dad.
it's been weeks.
he didn't even show a single sign of concern/happiness/excitement that a parent should hv.
i think to him,12 isn't a big deal.
cos my sis got 11 and she didn't study.(smart ass)
parents always like to compare don't they?
so while all the other ppl are like celebrating with their families or whatever i am not.
it's only my dad though.my mum and sis are happy.:)
anyway,do 'good' schools really matter that much?
