Friday, August 22, 2008
是你让我活在梦幻里
we just got the timetable for our promotional examination.
THREE more weeks to go.
so i guess you won't be seeing me much around here from now till then.
the exam lasts one week btw.
er,Olympics is finally coming to an end soon.
er at least those more exciting/interesting events to me are almost done.
PHELPS.OHOHOHO.
i want to watch rhythmic gymnastics too,
if i can.
urgh. haven't been feeling really good today cos something's troubling me but i don't know exactly what it is and why and i don't know how to explain either.
i have no one(or don't know who) to turn to too.
hmm.how do i put this.
let's say,you have friends of entirely different character/personality/habits/culture/behaviour or whatsoever.
i guess it's partly because they are from a different race(not that i'm a racist,pls)
so obviously we have different cultures and stuff.
it's quite hard to adapt or get use to it,
especially since i am the only chinese in the group.
i guess another major part is my own character.
i don't particularly enjoy attention you know.
in fact,as low-profile as possible would be just fine.
but it just happens that you are with a group of friends who are actually,quite
loud,not in that sense, of course.
imagine playing
heart attack in the middle of the school canteen,
screaming and shouting,and have everyone staring at you,that is not exactly very fun.
for me,at least.
and someone actually said,
oui,keep quiet la.and at this very embarrassing moment someone you least wanted to be seen like
this,just has to appear.great.
They are a group of very nice and passionate friends who are really expressive people.
which i think is one very,very different aspect from the Chinese.
they speak,do and act whatever they like and do not care of what others think of them,
which is something,i cannot do.
of course different people have different personalities.
and of course we can't expect every single person to be like you.
that's the reason why we all have to compromise and bear with some things,isn't it?
