Tuesday, January 27, 2009
是你让我活在梦幻里
chinese new year so does not feel like chinese new year this year.
sigh.
i seriously don't have any mood for CNY.no festive mood.nope.
i realised most of the people around me feel the same too.
why?the stupid econs teacher left us with econs tutorial, an essay question which no one knows how to do, to celebrate the new year.
oh god.
just because she don't wanna celebrate doesn't mean that everyone else doesn't want to too.
there's market failure test this thurs.
i CANNOT stand macroeconomics.
there's something missing in this year's new year.
probably because this is the first time we don't go to my grandma's house.because she passed away for 2 years already.
last time it used to be.like,a common gathering place for EVERYONE.
since she's the oldest and the eldest in the family.
now it's like.everyone's scattered everywhere. :(
there's this literature drama festival in jj.it's like an annual thing.for lit students in jj.
each class is required to put up a play on our own.
everything's on our own. deciding the play,the scrip,acting,props,backstage,lighting,sound effects,everything.
WOW.
it's kind of cool.except for the amount of work we have to do within like,a month?
and i put my name under
props, or whatever will do as long as im not acting.
BUT.
we had this 'audition' or trial for the roles and actors,
and they are short of people for this MAIN character currently,
so everyone had to try for the role.
and i don't know why and don't know how everyone decided on
me for that role.
apparently they think i'm suitable. ME?!
i'm supposed(
supposed to,i really dunno bout the details yet) as as this main character while she's young,about 12 yrs old.
she's supposed to be a little crazy and erm.retarded,i would say.
it's a comedy btw.
but they say i lack the craziness so i should do the young version instead.who is.erm.cute?
damn it, i have serious stage fright and i don't think i can act?-.-
urgh.
