Tuesday, April 28, 2009
是你让我活在梦幻里
i am so so so tired.
i don't know why i'm tired.
i don't know what i'm tired for.
i don't know.
perhaps i am not in any position to say/complain i'm tired.
because there are so many people out there doing much much more things than i am but are still not complaining.
but i just feel like.
giving up everything.
i feel so useless everytime i stand and watch the 2 heads of cca trying all sorts of desperate means to do something. to help this CO go on.
i feel so useless when they are all coming up with something productive but there is nothing i can do.
there is nothing i can help, even if i want to. 我只会越帮越忙吧。
maybe he's right. maybe i shouldn't be there at all.
there are so many people who can do much much better.
than can be of a greater help.
they don't need me at all, i guess. not that there is much difference.
this feeling sucks.
